Friday, June 26, 2009

Esaya (long post)

I would like to thank Kora for kick starting me into this new blog, it is something that I have been toying with for the last year or so, but what with my YAAD studies, being pregnant, then having bub it has been a wee bit hectic 

This blog will be dedicated to my spiritual side, and of course to the lore that I have been given about Dragons.

All the lore / knowledge that I have on Dragons have come from Dragons themselves, be that whilst mediating or in dreams but straight from them. I don’t profess to know everything about them, I’m still very new to working with them, but I do feel that I have an extensive knowledge of them.

How and what my Dragon name means…..

I was given the name Esaya when I was about 19 years old; I had just moved the big city (London) with my partner when things between us went bad very quickly. I was given the choice to stay or go back home, well those that will know me know that I would not just give up and run home to mummy!!! So I sat down one day in Hampstead Heath and asked for guidance……should I stay or go?

It was strange because up until this moment I had not really asked for help in this way before, I normally let my gut feelings take over, but as it often is with break-ups emotions can run very high and blot out most feelings.

So there I was sitting on the heath, it was a cold windy day and no-one was game to come up to my high spot on the hill (maybe the Dragons were guarding it…I have often thought this in the later years when I look back on this day) with tears running down my face…..I was finding it hard to meditate but I knew that I needed help…I looked up and there in the clouds clear as day was a Dragon….a green Dragon, she was so beautiful she took my breath away. She was all the colours of the leaves, from the deep green of summer to the russet brown of autumn. Then she turned her head and pinned me to the spot with her gaze, I could not have moved even if I had wanted to.

“You are Esaya, why would you run?” her voice sounded in my head….

“Who is Esaya” I asked

“You are” was the reply…

Well what could you say to that? Quite a bit if you’re me…hehehe

“Since when have I been Esaya and what done this mean?”

Now you should know that you don’t normally argue with a Dragon, one because they are so much wiser than you, two normally bigger than you and three can be very bad tempered if not listened too right away.

But in the state I was in nothing really mattered.

“You have been know as Esaya to us for a long time, your name was given to you in a dream and means Firelight Sun Princess”

Wow now that she had told me I did remember a very strange dream I had had when I was about 15, I remember dreaming that I was high on a mountain and there in front of me were five Dragons, each one represented the five elements, Earth, Air, Fire, Water and Spirit. I was speaking to them, but to this day I can not remember what I was saying (maybe in time I’ll find out) then the Spirit Dragon lifted her head up and said one word


Then I woke up with the worst headache and ended up staying home from school that day, and all day my mum kept asking me to listen to her and stop daydreaming.

So when I was called this again by this beautiful Dragon it did strike a cord with me.

The Dragon actually look kind of a amused with me as I think I had one of those light bulb moments when she was telling me!!! I asked if I could ask her a question, to which she replied,

“why, when you already have the answer in your heart”

I have to say I still find this kind of answer to any question frustrating…and my Dragons know this….think that’s why I get so many of them 

Any way I knew by then that I was going to stay in London, I gave myself six months to see if I could make a go of things on my own then if not homeward bound.

What about the RAN part of my name well that will have to wait as I didn’t get given this part of name until just before I left for Australia.

Esaya RAN

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My Dragons

Ok so i say my Dragons but I don't actually own them...they own me really.....

I am seen as their Jewell, part of their treasure....which is i accept now...did take me a few years to come to term with this..but that will be another story.

I feel that i need to start this blog so that i could dedicate personal time and space to the Dragons that i have worked with over my years as a Witch.

When did I first start working with Dragons and how I first got to work with them?

Well working with Dragons is something that I have always done but it has only been in the last 9 years that I have been working consciously with them.

It’s hard for me to really pin point when I first started to work with Dragons, they always seem to be there. I didn’t have an imaginary friend, mine was a Dragon. I now know that he was not imaginary! My first Dragon was very little, he could fit into my pocket and he was Bronze / green in colour, and was called Norda, but as with most Dragons their colours can shift with their mood and age. If your Dragon starts out say red in colour they may well change to a russet / bronze as they mature.

Before that I would often meditate and see and get message from them but would not use then to gain insights into areas of my life or to get help from them. I think the turning point was when I did my first full moon ritual here in Australia, I was alittle confused as to which way I need to have my quarters so I just asked the Dragons to show me and wow did they ever show me. This was when my four Dragons that had been with me since I was about 12 really showed themselves to me. They came down and all stood one of the four quarters, Lanith was an Earth Dragon so she came and stood in the Northern Quarter, Rroth was a Fire Dragon so he came to stand in the Southern Quarter, then there was Janupor who is one of a twin and is a Water Dragon, she came to stand in the Western Quarter and Jonupor is the Air Dragon and he came to stand in the Eastern Quarter. They all then opened their wings and stood wingtip to wingtip and my circle was cast and closed, and that is now how I cast my circle most times. It is not something that I do now with a real conscious thought as it’s now very instinctive to me.

I often say “my Dragons”, which is strange as you can never own a Dragon, but I have been working with some of these Dragons for over 20 or more it feels like they are ones come and go but I have always had my four Dragons with me, ever since I was 12 years old... and that's a long time.

I will be re-posting some of the Dragon messages that i have been given over the last few years again